Alright well there's goes a so far so good week. Yesterday completely sucked cuz I'm way too nice a person or something like that. I hate how I'm always the one to give up something that I want because I'm afraid of hurting someone's feelings. What really sucks about this one is that I don't want to lose a friend and a possible more than just friends but I have a feeling I'm going to lose one of them. I don't exactly know how I'm going to get through this one but all I know is that I'm gonna get hurt or hurt someone else no matter what happens....GRRRR!!

Well after I figured out all the crap I just talked about I talked with some people (not necessarily about this specific thing) and it helped get my mind off of it or it helped me to vent. Thanks Shan! Peter and I started a gang yesterday which was pretty cool. We're the PSU gang that hangs out at the old AOK and rides around in the back of pickup trucks with shot guns yelling "YEEEHAAWW" Our colors are blue and white (PSU colors....makes it easy since we both have enough Penn State clothes between us to dress our entire school) and our slogan is the 3 S's (Slap Skan Sluts) We're gonna figure out our hand signal sometime today so that should be fun. Yeah what can I say, I have no life. P.S. Peter, the computer won yesterday. haha

I'm technically supposed to be doing English crap right now but why in hell would I go do a thing like that? Hopefully today's gonna be an easy day because I don't feel like doing a whole lot. After this class I'll have math which is really easy for me, then studyhall, then chemistry which is also wicked easy for me, then another studyhall. After that studyhall all of my classes are being cut short though so we can have an assmbley for the talent show. So U.S. History, lunch, my third studyhall of the day, and Spanish should be pretty short. I have practice today which is gonna suck cuz all I want to do right now is sleep. Hopefully practice won't be too hard so I can go home a little earlier than usual and hang out and do nothing. Yesterday I had to tutor before practice which is kinda tiring with the girl I have cuz we chat more than we work on her homework....I'm such a great tutor. Then after practice I had to go home and work on my civil right's project that I told Loren about.... blah blah blah blah African Americans blah blah blah poorly treated blah blah blah white people suck.

Sami's sitting here with me chillin and searching for her Bug's Bunny floppy disc. I'm telling her about mine and Peter's gang and she's telling me about how her ass hurts from sliding at her game yesterday. Yeah that's why she rocks my face off.


Alright well I need to go now cuz the bell's gonna ring. I'll try and update again soon.

Peace out,

Rita