So this weekend pretty much came and went, minus a few highlights here and there. Friday I went to Jen's party and stayed over, Saturday I got stuck at home working on all the crap that needs to be done before my graduation party, Sunday I was supposed to go out with my friends for a birthday but that fell through so i just played some tennis with some friends and then Monday I got stuck working on more house stuff.  My parents are going crazy trying to get the house all set for my grad party, we got a new roof put on this past year, a new dishwasher was put in the other day, we repainted our living room and got new curtains and furniture, our floors are being redone in the kitchen, entranceway, and bathroom, and there's been a ton of work being done on our outside doors to get those repainted and lots of yardwork that seems pointless at this point cuz grass is just gonna keep on growing until my grad party.... It seems pointless getting half of this crap done cuz we didn't really need to do it but i guess my parents figured that since I'll be gone next year they're not gonna wanna have to deal with stuff that they'd eventually have to end up doing on their own.

My dad's been pretty pissy about the whole thing actually cuz he always acts like I never help with anything....which sometimes I admit I don't, but then acts like they're doing everything just for me and I'm being ungrateful.  He keeps rubbing it in my face that he's working on the house for my graduation party and that i'm going to England this summer and that whenever they ask me to do something for them I seem to "have a problem".....whatever. I can't wait until I go to England, it's gonna be nice to get out of the house away from all the loonies who are starting to lose their hearing and memory...it just pisses me off.

So thursday I went to Open state qualifiers for track and i won in shot so now i get to go to states on friday and hopefully saturday (friday is semi finals and saturday is finals)  I've been keeping up with my workouts for it so hopefully all my hard work will pay off and I'll be able to pull of a top 5 ranking.

Today was my last day of tutoring third graders at the elementary school.....i was kinda sad cuz the kids were so easy to work with and i was grateful i didn't have to help a bunch of little brats but at the same time it's gonna be nice not having to go anymore cuz then i get to actually go HOME after school.  Even though next week is my last week of classes.... After tutoring I had to go back up to the high school to have my practice...all by myself I might add, which kinda sucks.  Then after I finished I got stuck waiting for my ride so I called Loren and talked her for about an hour so that way I wouldn't have to just sit on my ass looking retarded waiting.

Next Friday is the senior trip to go white water rafting, which should be fun. to be honest I'm not too excited about the whole rafting thing as much as I am about being able to do a big thing with my class for the last time.  It won't be the last time with my friends though cuz we're doing a camping trip over a weekend as our last thing together. Now THAT I'm looking forward to.

So there was kind of a lot of drama this weekend over guys....they really piss me off sometimes. Sorry guys.  so I tried asking a guy friend of mine for advice about this other guy that I like and the one I was asking for advice assumed that I was talking about him and kept giving me crap about how I should just "go with him."  I don't think so.  For starters it's not cuz this kid isn't nice or anything, but he and I fight ALL the time and he gets pretty moody over stupid shit that shouldn't get him upset.  So then I tried telling him that it wasn't him that i was talking about and that made me feel worse cuz then it embarassed him.  So then, after I was feeling bad for the kid he flat out asked me if I'd ever had sex before....kinda nosy don't ya think?  So I told him that it was personal and then he fricken pissed me off so bad cuz he said that he could "figure me out" and that usually he can tell if people have had sex or not by what kind of person they are.  So then...this is what got me.....he said that he couldn't figure me out because I was "motivated and busy but on the other hand I'm really pretty and everything"   so that realy pissed me off because even if he didn't realize it, he just stereotyped that pretty people should be having sex and people who are motivated and busy shouldn't.  I hate when people stereotype.  So that really pissed me off.

So that was my point in writing this entry. I really just wanted to know if it was wrong of me to get pissed at this kid or if it was just a simple question that really wouldn't have been that big of a deal for me to answer.

peace out,

rita