I can't believe how crazy this past weekend was.  I thought it was gonna be amazing cuz I got out of school early on Friday and I had a ton of stuff that my friends and I had planned out to do but, other than hanging out with Cracka, it wasn't so great. 

It started out pretty good on Friday cuz besides being really nervous I got out of school at 10:30 to go to states for track.   Since I was the only one going from my team it was only my coach and I.  We went to subway for lunch and then head over to CNS so I could get all set up.  As soon as we got there I went to weigh my shot put in and then I went over to the throwing area so I could chill out for a while.  My coach and I basically just ended up tanning for a couple of hours cuz I got there so early.  It came time to throw and I thought that it was only going to be semi-finals on Friday cuz that's what the order of events had said but then one of the officials told us that we were going to do the semis and then go right into finals.  I was pretty pumped cuz then I wouldn't have to worry about coming back the next day and hoping for a good throw and it freed up more space for me to do stuff on Saturday.  So I ended up making it to the finals and then out of nowhere I threw 35!!  So that was my new PR and I wasn't sure, but I thought that it might have put me into the top 6.  So as I was waiting to find out what place I had come in Dan called my phone to wish me luck which completely made my day.  That kid is such a cutie!  So as I was talking to him I found out that I got 5th place!!  5th place at States!!!!  It was pretty amazing.   So I got my medal and stood on the podium and then I watched a few races and head home. 

After I left from CNS I went over to pick up Cracka so we could hang out.  We ended up getting ready and then head over to Olde Home days so she could see this guy that she likes and then we went out to auburn to see that movie Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants. It was good, kind of long, but good.  So we got out of that kind of late and I got a call from Scott to go hang out with him and Jeremy and Ben, so Cracka and I went over there and ended up doing just about nothing....unless you count driving to some Cracka's crush's house and back and forth through marcellus doing something.   After we dropped the guys off we head back to my house to hang out for a nanosec and then she had to go home at around 2. 

Saturday was when all the crap happened.  So the plans for Saturday were originally for everyone who was going to be in the Olde Home days parade to go do that and then later on that evening have everyone come back to my house for a bonfire.....but that's not how it worked out at all.  I ended up getting this message telling me new plans...only the new plans still included having everyone come to my house, but no one had discussed the plans with me.  So needless to say I was kind of upset that my friends would make plans without even telling me about them so I told them that I wasn't going to be able to do them and that I was going to hold off on doing the bonfire with them.  Instead I decided to just have Cracka and the guys over.  So Cracka came over that afternoon and we got ready to go to Olde Home days to meet up with scott and chris so we could see the fireworks.  Well once I got there I got a voicemail from someone saying that they were coming to my bonfire (even though I told them not to) and that they "wanted to see my infatuation with scott"  I was sooooo pissed.  I seriously didn't even know how to react because first I was upset that my own friends would be making jokes about someone that I liked and then I was upset because that meant that someone I had told about me liking scott had spilled the beans....even when I specifically asked them not to.   So anyways to make a long story short there were some words exchanged on the phone and I decided to not talk to anyone about it after I apologized about uninviting them to the bonfire.... But the decision to not talk to them definitely wasn't a one way thing.  It's really upsetting when I think about it cuz it's not so much that these people were  mean about the whole thing cuz face it, girls can be mean, it's that I trusted someone and then they went and told someone something that I hadn't wanted anyone to know yet.  So after the fireworks Cracka, the guys and I all went back to my house for the bonfire and just hung out.  Chris and Ray stayed a little later and played pitch but they left at 2 and then cracka and I went to bed. 

Sunday Cracka and I got up around 10 and we seriously sat around on our asses forever cuz there wasn't a car at home for me to go anywhere.  Around 5 o'clock my mom got home and then I went with cracka to get something to eat and to bring her home.  I had a meeting at 7 at mrs. scuderi's house to get stuff situated out for England and that lasted about an hour and a half and then I went home and went to bed after talking to someone online about the whole bonfire thing....I really shouldn't have cuz I was getting really sick and I got stuck trying to defend myself until about 10:30.  Monday I didn't end up going to school cuz I was really really sick (I hate getting a cold in the summer)  I only went for a little bit at the end of the day so that I could turn my English portfolio in and to get some yearbook stuff done with Jess. 

Tuesday I went into school for first period and then left early cuz I was still really sick, I just didn't want to get another absence from school.  I had to make a dessert for the varsity sports banquet so I made brownies, went to get my mom from work, and then came home and started getting ready for the banquet.  The banquet was kind of long and really hot but I guess it was worth it cuz I ended up getting MVP for track.   

Well today was pretty drama free. I went to school, signed some yearbooks, got my yearbook signed, had an actual class or two and then went home for a while before going to pick up my mom from work.  Hopefully tomorrow will be just like that cuz it would be really nice to have my last day of high school (last day EVER might I add )  be drama free.  Friday is the senior trip and we're supposed to go white water rafting. I'm still trying to figure out if I want to go or not. I probably will so that I can hang out with my friends who've hepled me out with everything.  I'll definitely be updating soon so I can fill everyone in on what happens.

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peace out,

Rita